Everything was going on well and fine. It has been a day of joy. And I am being one among the members assembled to rock this party, its the wedding day of my close relative. All of our family were in blissed mood and smiles ,laughter's,gigglings showers constantly flowing like a rover. I could hardly remember my brother face filled with happiness and me wearing traditional dress material. The hell of problem began with a mild achene at the right extreme end of my stomach. It started to grow severe, this intense pain which couldn't be tolerable had to be diagnosised. The check up went on in a multi speciality hospitalization. Under the guidance of doctor the process continued. None of us had any imagination that a minor chance of stomach ache can turn out its way towards the death seat of cancer. Finally ,after few days of this cause, the report is been received that spoke of my disorder. But, strangely none of my family members of four explained nor neither gave me little information about what was happening on in my vital body. One fine day, accidentally I got to know cancer has hugged me tight with all her hands surrounding my body part kidney. Ours being a middle class family we're not in a situation to spend lakhs of rupees to combat cancer. I went straight away seeking my mom and spoke in a firm tone ' Amma ...! I plead you don't spend huge among for the sake to cure the incurable disease. I don't wanna leave poverty behind my family after burying (or funeral) my dead body.'She replied in a choking voice ' No way I will do my level best to have you beside me ,...! Don't worry my dear' ,tears flowing down her cheeks that was unavoidable told her daughter's life be no more.' To be surprised, not even a single drop of tear came out from the 2 compartments the so called eyes.
And I said ' Mom, I need not wish to live inspire of dying everyday with this treatment. Give me few drops of poison or tablet, so that I leave this earth at the moment. I plead you not to tear my skin in order to operate my kidney's multiplying cells, it's going to be hellish experience alive'. She kept on consoling and me refusing those.
Other day sun shined bright , me and bro ( brother ) had a refreshing morning walk in a park nearby. He had been completely disgusted by the situation and being helpless guilt danced on his face. I began the conversation ' Bro, don't worry everyone will leave the mother earth one or the other day. But for me its very nearing, within few days my soul will escape from this body. You have to take it for granted to lead life with memories of your beloved sister.' He too began to advice similar words of my mom repeated here also. He gave a tight hug, tears dripping down, inspire unaware that its public place. We both became speechless and emotions rushed at once.
Next few days I was bedridden few thoughts pricking the brain about what could happen after death. My dad looked at me in grief, I gave a smile. The righteousness soul few high from this body, depicting the end of a cancer patient and said Good bye!! for all. Life chance to death.
Now here , Dad lit the tubelight of the hall. He was about to travel for mysore with his professional work on his shoulders this morning. I opened my eyes to realize that " I am Alive'.
If so, this is the reality didn't I die of cancer? I looked arond , pierced my finger to be confirmed of my existence. Gradually my heart spoke to me ' Hey stupid, it's your 31 st dream of cancer'
She explained in detail ' What I meant is today its the end of 2017 year not your end calm down. Remember the date 31st December 2017 5:30 a.m you dreamt of cancer this night.'
Mind 'okie stop these nonsense stuffs I got to know the present senario'
Dad called me " baby ,can you prepare me a fresh cup of coffee ....for me?' In the dream mood I said ' yes....!'
